Just being JOYful:)

OHAYOGOZAIMASYO!:)

2011-11-27T07:30:00.000-08:00

Aaahhhhhh. It feels good to be back. After seeing Candace's blog so nicely done up, I figured maybe I should reactivate mine as well. Well maybe not NOW now. After my exam :)
Whoever's reading this. I hope you will keep me in your prayers. This piano exam is gonna be the toughest yet for me. And I'm rather nervous actually. You see, I'm the type which gets flustered easily. And for a musician, that's a big problem. Only God can really help me with this as this is something only I can fix with God's help of course. Do pray for me. Many things have been going on so far and well, time doesn't allow me to type it all out here. I've got Programme Notes to do. Perhaps on the fifth of Dec. When everything is over.
Toodle pip for now :)

I wanna Be with You

2011-03-16T11:10:00.000-07:00

I know they wanna come and separate us
but they can’t do us nothin’
You’re the one I want and I’ma continue lovin’
‘Cause you’re considered wifey and I’m considered husband
And I’ma always be there for you
我不管你用任何眼光看我我都不会选择放弃
(wo buguan ni yong renhe yanguang kan wo wo dou buhui xuanze fangqi)
我要坚持到底忽略那些冷言冷语
(wo yao jianchi daodi hulue naxie lengyanlengyu)
爱是如此珍贵值得我们彼此相信
(ai shi ruci zhengui zhide women bici xiangxin)
两颗心才越靠越近
(liang ke xin cai yue kao yue jin)
And no one knows
Why I’m into you
‘Cause you’ll never know
What it’s like to walk in our shoes
没人会懂是我们的梦 yeah~
(meiren hui dong shi womende meng yeah~)
懂再多困难只要牵手就变得不同
(dong zai duo kunnan zhiyao qian shou jiu bian de butong)
That’s why we’ll break through
And I don’t care what they say
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
我不在乎怎么做
(wo buzaihu zenme zuo)
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you
Seems like every day that go by, things are gettin’ harder
Wanna be the one that give you the whole enchilada
‘Cause I know what my baby like, I lean you on that Prada
You ain’t got to match with the shoes
我知道每一次的沟通就会让我爱你更多
(wo zhidao meiyi ci de goutong jiu hui rang woaini gengduo)
跟一次的拥抱温暖让我不再怯懦
(gen yici de yongbao wennuan rang wo buzai qienuo)
爱是真实的触摸美好或相同
(ai shi zhenshi de chu mo meihao huo xiangtong)
Keepin’ it always true
And no one knows
Why I’m into you
‘Cause you’ll never know what it’s like to walk in our shoes
没人会懂是我们的梦 yeah~
(meiren hui dong shi womende meng yeah~)
懂再多困难只要牵手就变得不同
(dong zai duo kunnan zhiyao qian shou jiu bian de butong)
That’s why we’ll break through
And I don’t care what they say
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
我不在乎怎么做
(wo buzaihu zenme zuo)
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you
You are everything in my life, see the joy you bring
And ain’t no one I compare you to
And I know that you will never
walk away from me no matter what
And that’s why I plan to do the same thing for you
And I want you to know
And I don’t care what they say
Rap Wilber:
Be in my life with me
You know you my queen B
Show you the finer things in life and places you wanted to be
Its trips to Miami, rockin’ Tenjune NYC
Party up at club Bling till 6 in da morning
Don’t want your body figure sexually
I wanna pop you figures annually, showing you security
You don’t gotta worry B
Satisfaction guaranteed
You don’t need another G
You can have it all in me
Ey. You like morphine, you soothe me
‘Cause Yous a wifey quality qualified
Warranty you certified
You know how to get me high, hotter than a super ride
You know when you want it, you need it you know I got it
You know when you want me, you need you know I give it
So whenever in doubt, you can count on me
Whatever, it’s you be under my wing
Whenever you’re down, you can put it on me
And wherever you go, you be rocking my ring
(Rap End)
And I don’t care what they say
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
我不在乎怎么做
(wo buzaihu zenme zuo)
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you
And I don’t care what they say
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
我不在乎怎么做
(wo buzaihu zenme zuo)
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you

세상을 바꿀

2011-03-10T17:27:00.000-08:00

당신은 당신이 누군지 있습니다. 그들이 받아 an't면 그것은 너의 문제가 아냐.가끔 사람들이 당신에 대해서 얘기하면 아파하지만, 그건 문제가되지 않습니다. 괜찮아요. :)
ただ、主はいつもあなたとされており、彼はあなたを残して決して忘れないでください。彼はいつも見守っされ、彼はいつも我々の側がされて停止することはありません：）
耶和华是我的牧者，我必不至缺乏。他领着我失望青草地上，他带领我安歇的水边。他恩膏我的油头..他是无所不知。
Le Seigneur est bon, par le stress, les luttes et de troubles, il sera toujours nous aider, aussi longtemps que nous lui demandons. Il est affectueux, lent à la colère, et miséricordieux. Il a toujours un bon moment pour nous. Il savait le nombre de cheveux sur la tête. Même avant notre naissance, Il nous connaissait.
तो कल के बारे में चिंता मत करो, कल के लिए खुद के बारे में चिंता करने की ज़रूरत होगी.
The Lord is the best, and He always will be! :D

2011-03-10T06:56:00.000-08:00

당신이 시도까지 당신은 너무 당신이 시도까지 느끼지 않을, 결코 알지 못할 것이다? 하지만 너무>의 <내가 haish 알고 싶네요 어떤 게 어떤 말씀 어렵다.
아기 잘자요! :)

당신이 그것을 알기도 전에 보물을 당신이 ... 그것에 대한없어질 것을 .. :)

snifflesssss....

2011-02-14T20:22:00.001-08:00

snifflesgoawayy

Pls..i need to study lols.

Un an, un seul cœur, une seule voix, 1Malaysia:)

2011-01-15T06:43:00.000-08:00

いつものように、今年は2011年、新たに開始した今すぐにたくさんのことがあります。私は願って祈り、主が私は、彼の栄光のために私の個人的な目標を達成することが私が言って、すべてを行うすべての私をご案内します！：）
Για τους φίλους και την οικογένειά μου, δεν ξέρεις πόσο σ 'αγαπώ όλους. Λυπάμαι ανσας βλάψει με οποιονδήποτε τρόπο, η καρδιά μου πονάει όταν υποστηρίζουμε, και αισθάνομαι ένοχος και προσπαθούν να καλύψουν. Μέχρι σήμερα, υπάρχουν κάποιοι από εσάς τα οποία εγώ ακόμα δεν βλέπω το μάτι στο μάτι με. Και λυπάμαι γι αυτό ..
Tapi tidak mater apa, saya akan melakukan yang terbaik untuk membuat sampaidengan kamu. Kadang-kadang saya pergi melalui masalah saya sendiri, kadang kitalakukan berdebat berdasarkan pendapat kita sendiri tetap, saya berharap anda akanmemaafkan saya atas apa yang aku telah melakukan kesalahan.
对于那些谁我有误解，我希望我们可以清除它们。这是我很难打破僵局，因为我等着你这样做。但希望真主保佑，我会更加勇敢，尽我所能来修补东西。我越来越忙，但越来越多的事情陷入了人间，而不是集中在一个我要了。原谅我的主。

따라서, 우리는 지금까지, 친구, 가족 최고의 문제가 모든 시대를 통해이 모든 날 동안대기 주셔서 감사합니다, 당신을 사랑합니다 모두 :) 그리고 정말 감사합니다
구글에 대한이야! xD

SHINee

빅뱅

@JoyeyB_ says:

모두들 감사합니다! ILY :)

따라서, 우리는 지금까지, 친구, 가족 최고의 문제가 모든 시대를 통해이 모든 날 동안대기 주셔서 감사합니다, 당신을 사랑합니다 모두 :) 그리고 정말 감사합니다

DNA 2010

2010-12-08T01:17:00.000-08:00

won't be around from the 9th-19th DEC! Hope I have funnn!~ :) A time of learning and regenerating.

Search JoyeyB_ and follow me on Twitter Y'all!
That would be all :P

DNAAAAAA!

2010-12-06T06:50:00.001-08:00

D'na in 3 days and I'm not done gosh gosh how how.
feeling smalllllllllllllllllllllllll D:

TWITTER CRAZYYYY~!

2010-12-05T08:17:00.000-08:00

Gosh. The YG Family Concert really took OFF! So sad I couldn't watch! D: But thanks to all the tweets everyone and fanbases are making, I know what's going on, and PHOTOS TO DATE! ^^http://www.bigbangupdates.com/2010/12/daesung-yg-family-concert-2010-day-1.html
Daesung-ness! :D
http://teambigbang.blogspot.com/2010/12/concert2010-yg-family-concert-press.html?utm_source=twitterfeed&utm_medium=twitter
YG CONCERT PHOTOS!
Haihhsss.
K-POP CRAZINESS AND TWEET-NESS!
XD
Okay. I'll return to earth now :P
Back to LIFE! Add maths D: Help mieeee... Still can't grasp properly. But will get it! Conquer!
Church and Yf was rocking today :) Love it and love GOD.
DNA on Thursday for 10 days! There goes my twitter! D:
Oh well. I'll learn CONTROL.
Yeahh. XD
*scrolls scrolls scrolls down*
It will happen everyday.

:)
다음에 봐요,잘 자요!

Contradiction

2010-12-05T01:21:00.000-08:00

Yeap. I spend WAYY to much time on the net. SOO.. I'll go and sleep now :P
DNA in less than a week! 'A' Happinessss! But I haven't power read! Will start tonight!
GoGOGO!!!
Cheerrsssss!

Blogskin changed(2)

2010-12-04T08:12:00.000-08:00

Dang.. accidentally saved the old skin. So had to re-edit. Finally done 'A'
Anyway. :)
Asking for prayer:
over Korea.Please don't go to war D: #prayforkorea
Amanda, Leanne and family on the passing of their grandmother.
Myself, flu! D:

Lord, use me that I may be a witness for Your outstanding glory, forevermore.

John Sung, C,O.D, forgive me. I promise I will power read. No more excuses!

Once again, please leave your blog link so that I can link you once more (i'm abit lazy to check all my links, I'm sure many are outdated!)
KAMSHAMIDA!

Blogskin change!

2010-12-04T07:57:00.001-08:00

It's an old skin, but it's nice.
People! I have a lot of links which are wrong so I haven't linked anyone. Do go and view and leave your blog link! i'll be more than glad to link you thanks! ^^
KAMSHAMIDA!

Gotta learn.

2010-12-04T07:20:00.000-08:00

I'm going the wrong way. This is ALL WRONG. What am I doing?! I shouldn't be doing this... I'm wrong. Forgive me , Lord. I've got it all wrong.. D:
I need to learn.

It's ok to like it.. but you must also concentrate on what is really important

Someone told me this. And I will remember it :)

formspring.me

2010-12-04T03:50:00.001-08:00

Ask me anything http://formspring.me/joyeybanana

미친!

2010-12-03T22:17:00.000-08:00

여보세요 거기!

여기에서 기쁨! J

현재 나는 사랑한다한국어에 있는 유형에! 그것은 최고 이다!

나는 또한 twitter를 최근에 사랑한다!

어쨌든, 나는 피아노가 나중에 있다.

이렇게 나는 안녕 말하는 것을 얻었다!

나는 마이크로소프트 번역을 사랑한다!

그러나 조금 성가신 것 L

사정 없음. 나는 큰 강타를 사랑한다!

나는 실제로 가지고 갔다이것을 쓰는 12 분.

나는 kpop를 사랑한다! 그리고 신!

Kamshamida! ^^

God is so good!

2010-12-02T23:39:00.000-08:00

WEEE! I'm seriously on CLOUD NINE right now. Was soooo happy when I found Taeyang's, Daesung's, GD's and Seung Ri's twitter! This really boosts my liking for them. Will be praying for their comeback that it will go well! Hwaitin!

SARAWAKKK!

2010-11-26T23:51:00.000-08:00

-currently in East Malaysia now :) Feeling happy to have the internet after 2 days. Hahahah. Feeling so close to Iman, Caryn, Dark Rain, Violet and more! Hahah. Gosh I feel so highhhhh 'A' Anyway.
Picture for my friends :P

VIOLET.

TAEMINNIE! find this pic cute cause of the way jonghyun hug awww!

CARYN

TOP! or Choi Seunghyun
See I so good. Got sign summore. He looks hawt in this XDDD

IMAN

Woot. Look at Jiyong. Look at the dog. Which one cuter? :PP

Dark Rain

Hehhh. Pretty hor! :P got signature summore! You're welcome!! XD

For others! :D
Jielei

Ena and Thitip and ME :) DAESUNG PICSS! <33

Hehehhh.Nice pics. :))

WE ARE VIPS AND WE ARE PROUD OF IT!

BIGBANG!!

Specially for Top and Daesung fans. So cute. <33

Here's to you guys! XDD hahahah. VIPS FOREVER!

I'm human again,

2010-11-24T08:36:00.000-08:00

WHOOPIE.
Lol. Hahah recently I've been crazed over BigBang and SHINee (Mostly Bigbang vids about funny moments and variety shows.) Now I'm better(sorta). So posts back in English. Hahahh. Also because of the shock I got the what I write using translated korean may be VERY inaccurate. So.. stick to English. Flying to Sarawak tomorrow (today, 0033 hours now) . So.. uploading LT songs now.. So hard la the songs... >< Haihz. Oh well. there's no free diploma just sitting there.
Lastly. VIP! lol. okok.
XD Nights!

2010-11-21T09:06:00.000-08:00

헬로 기쁨 여기 있어요! 나는 최근에 열광 하고 bigbang shinee. 그러나 더 많은 bb 라. 나는 한국을 사랑부터 좀도둑이란 뜻. 한국의 요직에? hahaha. 이건 농담이 행복을 느끼^ 졸리와~~ bye! :)

어떻게 해야 할지 잘 모르겠는지 say...의 진실이든 아니든......" 그러나 나는 하나님께 대답일 뿐입니다.

기쁨 대성 사랑! :D

LIES.

Yuh-ba-sae-yo...

Yuh-ba-sae-yo?

(yeah) love is pain

Dedicated to all my broken-hearted people

One's old a flame... just scream my name

And i'm so sick of love songs (yeah)

I hate them damn love songs... moment of ours

(geo-jis-mar)

Neuj-eun bam bi-ga nae-ryeo-wa neor de-ryeo-wa

Jeoj-eun gi-eog kkeut-e dwi-cheog-yeo na

Neo eobs-i jar sar su iss-da-go

Da-jim hae-bwa-do eo-jjeor su eobs-da-go

Mos-ha-neun sur-do ma-si-go

Sog-ta-neun mam bam-sae chae-wo-bwa-dosirh-eo neo eobs-neun ha-ru-neun gir-eo bir-eo

Je-bar ij-ge hae-dar-ra-go (-geo-jis-mar-i-ya)

Neo eobs-neun nae-gen us-eum-i bo-i-ji anh-a

Nun-mur-jo-cha go-i-ji anh-a

Deo-neun sar-go sip-ji anh-a

Yeah

Yeos-gat-ae

Yeor-bad-ge

Ni saeng-gag-e

Dor-a-beo-rir-geos gat-ae

Bo-go sip-eun-de

Bor su-ga eobs-de

Mo-du kkeut-nass-de

I'll be right here

I'm so sorry but i love you da geo-jis-mar

I-ya mor-rass-eo i-je-ya ar-ass-eo ne-ga pir-yo-hae

I'm so sorry but i love you nar-ka-ro-un mar

Hwas-gim-e na-do mo-reu-ge neor tteo-na-bo-naess-ji-man

I'm so sorry but i love you da geo-jis-mar

I'm so sorry but i love you

(i love you more and more)

I'm so sorry but i love you na-reur tteo-na

Cheon-cheon-hi ij-eo-jur-rae

Nae-ga a-pa-har su iss-ge

Geu-daer wi-hae-seo bur-reo-wass-deon nae mo-deun geor da ba-chin no-rae

(a-ma sa-ram-deur-eun mo-reu-gess-jyo)

Nan hon-ja,, geu a-mu-do a-mu-do mor-rae

(geu-rae nae-ga haess-deon mar-eun geo-jis-mar)

[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/lies-lyrics-big-bang.html ]

Hor-ro nam-gyeo-jin oe-tor-i

Geu sog-e he-me-neun nae kkor-i

Ju-meo-ni sog-e kko-gis-kko-gis

Jeob-eo-dun i-byeor-eur hyang-han jjog-ji (hey)

(neon eo-dis-na-yo neor bu-reu-neun seub-gwan-do)

Nan dar-ra-jir-rae

I-jen da us-eo-neom-gir-ge

I'm so sorry but i love you da geo-jis-mar

I-ya mor-rass-eo i-je-ya ar-ass-eo ne-ga pir-yo-hae

I'm so sorry but i love you nar-ka-ro-un mar

Hwas-gim-e na-do mo-reu-ge neor tteo-na-bo-naess-ji-man

I'm so sorry but i love you da geo-jis-mar

I'm so sorry but i love you

(i love you more and more)

I'm so sorry but i love you na-reur tteo-na

Cheon-cheon-hi ij-eo-jur-rae

Nae-ga a-pa-har su iss-ge

Oh oh oh oh oh

Mo-deun-ge kkum-i-gir

Oh oh oh

I-geos-bakk-e an-doe-neun na-ra-seo

Drop that thing...

A-jig-do neo-reur mos ij-eo

A-ni pyeong-saeng-eur ga-do (yeah)

Jug-eo-seo-kka-ji-do

Nae-ga jun sang-cheo a-mur-eoss-neun-ji

Mi-an-hae a-mu-geos-do

Hae-jun-ge eobs-neun na-ra-seo

I'm so sorry but i love you da geo-jis-mar

I-ya mor-rass-eo i-je-ya ar-ass-eo ne-ga pir-yo-hae

I'm so sorry but i love you nar-ka-ro-un mar

Hwas-gim-e na-do mo-reu-ge neor tteo-na-bo-naess-ji-man

I'm so sorry but i love you da geo-jis-mar (but i love you)

I'm so sorry (so sorry) but i love you

(i love you more and more)

I'm so sorry but i love you na-reur tteo-na

Cheon-cheon-hi ij-eo-jur-rae

Nae-ga a-pa-har su iss-ge

Bye bye...

Crazed.

2010-11-16T08:14:00.000-08:00

Had an awful shock yesterday. Not really a shock, more like fight with my parents. I cried. Yes I did. It's funny how fast I can break down at the most unnecessary of things.. and in the end, -I get my parents. Ask Jo-hann. How down was I yesterday? T.T Now much better.Wanted to change blogskin but decided against it. I shall go and read John Sung now. Tata.
HOUSE! WII! WEEE!

Breather.

2010-11-14T08:21:00.000-08:00

Pheww. Last day of school tomorrow. Sad yet.. relieved to be able to sit back for once.
I hereby decree that I will only read John Sung and Celeb. of Discipline and nothing else till I finish those books.
The Bible as well. So if anyone catches me reading other books, bonk me on the head please. Thanks :)

And one more thing, that really made my day today..

TOP AND DAESUNG ARE CHRISTIANS!!<3333
I was so shocked and happy for them man! THANK GOD TO THE FULLEST!So happy.. really like Big Bang's music. Hahaha. I'm beginning to like Daesung also. <3
Hehh.
Zoo tomorrow. Bye!!

Thoughts for thought.

2010-11-13T05:03:00.000-08:00

Time is passing as quickly as possible.. I don't want this to end.. all my friends.. form 5s.. and on.. I wish all you guys the best. I really hope you do well.. my prayers will be with you guys forever! just a few shoutouts to a few people.. :)

Hui Yin! =)
All the best yeah vice music master.. will miss you terribly.. your laugh also. Hahah.Thanks for giving me encouragement all these years.. thanks for teaching me loads of things.. I expect to see your name on the UCSI cover okay :P
Cheryl Q :D
HEY :) All the best in everythinggg!~ You already smart and still getting smarter.. you're one of the busiest humans I've known but still have time for what's important. God bless you and ganbatte! Thanks for helping me fill in while I had PMR :D
Yen Huay :D
Heliow :P Thanks for your tip on how to organize time yeah.. I still remember it till today. Thanks loads for being a great friend and a good place for me to confide.
Kelvin :P
All the best yeahh. Hahha. Good to see you stopped fbing so often already. hahah. Jiayou and I hope you find the right gal.. :)) Hahhahahhh.
Rachel Tan XDDD
Bestie! :D All the best nias.. I'm sure you'll do well.. thanks for being such a good listener all this while.. though nowadays I hardly see you but you're close in my heart. Will keep you in prayer. :D
Christine :3
Heyyy! Hahahah. You memang smarty la! All the best alrightyyys! :) God Bless!
Jo-hann Saru :]
Oi. All the best monkey. Hahaha. Don't give up okay. God will surely bless you in whatever you do. Wherever you go, He will be with you. Through this time of pressure and stress, trust in Him alright. He's your Google for now :)) and your History book! Hahahh.

To the rest, (the list is endless) ALL THE BEST IN LIFE AND IN SPM! ALL A'S!XDXD

If I could, I'd like to be there for you when you need me.

Hard Rock Fan BIGBANG!

2010-11-11T08:18:00.000-08:00

Woot. I declare myself a fan of BIGBANG. Most importantly, DAESUNG!!

FWOOMMM!

Ehhhh. He is hot lo can. NOT UGLAY OKAY. So sad got people think he's ugly. But I really like him for his voice. That's why I like this guy in the first place :3 BigBang songs are NICEE. So..K-POP freak. WHOA.

I didn't understand my friends, the fellow k-pop freaks. Now I do. I didn't a few months ago.

0.0 Things have changed.

PICTURES.

G-DRAGON.

Totally LOVE his song HeartBreaker!Love his dancing!And rapping!

Tempo aka T.O.P

Seems to be leading in all the parodies they do. Hahahha. Rapping!!~

Tae Yang!

Wedding dress!!~

Seungri!

For the record, this guy is quite good-looking also. His voice also not bad. :)

By the way, I STILL LOVE SHINEE!~~ Wee!!

Told ya! <3

-hope I don't get too into this though.

Taeminnie and D Lite, Saranghae!! :D

LET ME HERE YOUR VOICE

until now, the rain kept falling
and the smell of ashphalt lingered in the city
over there.. it's stopped raining, hasn't it?
in the west, it's begun to clear
in the mornings, will you get up every day without trouble?
even now, that's the kind of thing I worry about

the sky that's spreading, the freedom
neither of these things have changed
right now, it's just that.. it's just that you aren't by my side

let me hear your voice
if we can be honest with each other, surely
we could understand each other
open your heart
let me hear your voice
the path that we've walked, we definitely took
an important step towards the future

the first time that I met you
was the same season as now, wasn't it?
the lit up streets
they glowed beautifully
the cry-baby you were; you, from that time, often
would place your forehead on my shoulder
and cry - that warmth
I felt it so strongly

every person individually, no matter who they are carry troubles as they live
and desperately hold onto their broken heart

let me hear your voice
if we become gentler
we're bound to love each other
don't avert your eyes from mine,
let me hear your voice
let's move on, from these insecurities and this loneliness
our feelings in this moment become a bond

yeah, since you went away hasn't been the same
in my heart, all I got is pain
could it be that I played a game to lose you, I can't maintain
sunlight, moonlight, you lit my life, realize in the night
while love shines bright
cant let you go; we're meant forever, baby let me know

this past without you, can't forget you
letting me be, the cloud hanging above me
raining on me; missing your touch
nights get long and it's hard to clutch
we're apart breaks my heart
it's all for the best girl you're my world
in time my love unfurls
he will then wait for you girl

let me hear your voice
if we can be honest with each other, surely
we can understand each other
open your heart
let me hear your voice
the path that we've walked; we definitely took
an important step towards the future

One sentence that Pierces.

2010-11-10T04:37:00.000-08:00

Ouchh. Sometimes what you post on the Internet can hurt. A lot. Sometimes you may not think people see it, but thing is, we DO. I'm really pained by what I saw. Even worse..I know the person.. I feel sad. I'm trying very hard.. very.. hard..I want to be a good friend. How can I replace whatev that's missing? What more can I give?:( Haih. Maybe I'm being paranoid? But it always happens.. D: Haih.. Why must there be so much of this in the world?

Words can hurt, just like a sword, piercing your heart.

Bring Back those Memos..

2010-11-09T07:52:00.000-08:00

Thinking about it.. I never really realised until it's too late..and that's where it all began..

I seem to click with someone better when I don't think so much. Hahhaa I guess I'm weird. :X one of a kind. Copyrights! Things have been fast. Too fast. It's going TOO FAST.
I'm becoming a serious kpop freak. Which is bad.
Red for love.
Orange for 0.0
Yellow for Youth.
Green for aGape.
Blue for happiness.
Indigo for :)
Purple for awesomeness.
HEH. NICE EH.
Banyak colours. When I wanna post something, suddenly I don't wanna post anything. Roflmao.
It's coming back. RIGHT.BACK.

2010-11-09T05:34:00.000-08:00

Leave

Yeah, Finally I realize that I am nothing without you
I was so wrong, forgive meAh ah ah ah~

My broken heart like a wave
My shaken heart like a wind My heart vanished like smoke
It can’t be removed like a tattoo
I sigh deeply as if a ground is going to cave in
Only dusts are piled up in my mind
(say goodbye)

Yeah, I thought I wouldn’t be able to live even one day without you
But somehow I managed to live on (longer) than I thought
You don’t answer anything as I cry out “I miss you”
I hope for a vain expectation but now it’s useless

What is it about that person next to you, did he make you cry?
Dear can you even see me, did you forget completely?
I am worried, I feel anxiety because I can’t get close nor try to talk to you
I spend long nights by myself, erasing my thoughts a thousand times

Don’t look back and leave
Don’t find me again and live (on)
Because I have no regrets from loving you, take only the good memories
I can bear it in some way
I can stand in some way
You should be happy if you are like this
I become dull day by day (eh eh eh eh)

Oh girl I cry, cry
You’re my all, say goodbye…

If we pass by each other on the street
Act like you didn’t see me and go the way you were walking to
If you keep thinking about our past memories
I might go look for you secretly

Always be happy with him, (so) I won’t ever get a different mind
Even smallest regret won’t be left out ever
Please live well as if I should feel jealous

You should always be like that bright sky, like that white cloud
Yes, you should always smile like that as if nothing happened

I hope your heart fees relieved
Please forget about me and live (on)
Those tears will dry completely

As time passes by
It would’ve hurt less if we didn’t meet at all (mm)
Hope you will bury our promise of being together forever baby
I pray for you

Oh girl I cry, cry
You’re my all, say goodbye, bye
Oh my love don’t lie, lie
You’re my heart, say goodbye

GO!

Hah Hah
You know I gotta do it again, right?
Aooooh Yeah

B B Big Bang

Oh Eh Oh

Yeah

Oh Eh Oh

Take the party down! Oh!

Hot summer sun
It’s about time, let's start
Time to party here fo’ sho'

Take the party down! Oh!

Let's go chill with everyone
come on with us let’s go!
It's summer! It's party time! oh! oh!

Then we're on the dance floor
we're movin’ and groovin’
using our body

Say B I G to the BANG
Make noise till the morning
Just dance!
Gara Gara Go our way!
La La La La La

Dance now my sexy lady
everybody get excited
Don’t stop now JUMP! JUMP!
Don’t stop now JUMP! JUMP!

Big Bang rocks the night!
Oh Eh Oh
Big Bang rocks the night!

Take the party down!

My heart seems to burst
Let's go ride the sounds
Let's go to the living dance floor

Take the party down! Oh!

Come to me, give me some more
Let's forget everything
Come on and feel the rhythm in my flow

Then here the two of us are
really bumpin’ shakin’
let's dance honey!

Say B I G to the BANG
we're not done yet
Just bang!
Gara Gara Go!
Stay with us
Na Na Na Na Na

Raise your hands my sexy baby
everybody shout
Don’t stop now JUMP! JUMP!
Don’t stop now JUMP! JUMP!

Big Bang rocks the night!
Oh Eh Oh
Big Bang rocks the night!
Oh Eh Oh (T.O.P.)

「TOP’s rap」
T.O.P (Hey)
My style, my stage
so fresh, so clean
never falling, just ke-ke-keep it jumping
see her, get low
long fall fo’ sho’
she gon’ make it go bump bump bump
so let’s go ya’ll
we gon’ let it all out tonight girl
see the name T.O.P up in lights girl
everybody knows we up, they down
so let me see you shake shake that around

「GD’s rap」
It’s on. Feel the beat pump through the speakers
Man then meet the heart of the picture
GD is neat in the flesh top to bottom so freshly Dressed
I am here to get down
Lose control take hold of the sound
Bring it o-o-o-offf the ground
Big bang no doubt
We gon’ turn it out for sure

Say B I G to the BANG
Make noise till the morning
Just dance!
Gara Gara Go our way!
La La La La La

Dance now my sexy lady
everybody get excited
Don’t stop now JUMP! JUMP!
Don’t stop now JUMP! JUMP!

Big Bang rocks the night!
Oh Eh Oh
Big Bang rocks the night!
Oh Eh Oh
Big Bang rocks the night!
Oh Eh Oh
Big Bang rocks the night!
Oh Eh Oh

Bazookas and Bananas

2010-11-08T05:23:00.000-08:00

I really got nothing else to put la.
For one:

I'M WEIRD. BIG CAPITAL W.

I say I'm busy, then I say I'm sien. One minute this. Then another minute that. I think I'll sleep earlier tonight. Hehehh. Dreammss~!! Lovely dreams. Didn't sleep enough yesterday. Hahaha.

2010 IS ENDING. FEARED FACT.
haisehh. sad sial.

Nostalgia.

2010-10-31T09:29:00.000-07:00

Okay so it's 0025 hours but I still ain't sleeping. Will do so soon :) Not before a few words..
Things have been.. not so slow, not so fast either. I love it at home nowadays. Not so much disturbance like in school with the "do this" and "do that". But tomorrow will be different : BAKING DAY! -Yoke theng.
Yeapp. Baking a cake for the ...? time. First time this year. I'll have to test my baking skills.Paired with Dhanu for this.
Can't wait. Dang. Can't go for Dhanu's Deepavali larh. Wahpiang. Sad can D: Yokey,Carol,Jamie,Dhanu I OWE YOU 2 OUTINGS. WON'T FORGET. Sorry la. Just that this really can't be helped. Have to go back otherwise... yeah. I'm not talking.. nvm.. that. but I mean,, you never know when it's too late. So we have to go back now.
Braces. Hmmm. One week since it's past 12. Much more comfortable now. Used to it. Still can't eat much though.
Couldn't even finish my bun. THANKS JOJO THE FOOD BIN :D Hehhh. 7 man. WHOA. SEVEN.
Prayer session was good. Owe it all to God. Ok eye pain.
Pray for us dudes!! Okok bye!~

CUTE STUFF.

2010-10-27T04:37:00.000-07:00

SERIOUSLY KAWAII. BRACE YOURSELF.

KAWAIINESS. SUPER KAWAII LORH. OKBYE

Sweet nibblets!

2010-10-25T20:35:00.000-07:00

Hello, hello, nareum daero yongil naesseoyo
Hello, hello, jamshi yaegi hallaeyo
Hello, hello, naega jom seotuljin mollado
Who knows eojjeom urin jal dweljido molla :)

When I act like this I realize I’m actually young
[She’s] right in front of me but I don’t know what to do
How do did you start love?
People who have loved please tell me
Will there be a day when I hold her hand?
Will there be a day when I kiss her above her closed eyes?

Hello Hello I acted confidently
Hello Hello I want to talk to you for a moment
Hello Hello I might stutter a little, though
Who knows we might actually be together

Should I confront [her]
Should I wait [for her]?
It’s harder when everyone else says something different (You can’t believe it right?)
Having high standards, this isn’t a usual thing for me
Please believe in me yeah
Will there be a day when I hug her freely
I believe that what we think can come true

Hello Hello I acted confidently
Hello Hello I want to talk to you for a moment
Hello Hello I might stutter a little, though
Who knows we might actually… oh yeah

This is not the first time
Truthfully I’ve loved and parted
But it’s hard, please believe in me
You are different

Hello Hello This time I’ll put myself out there
Hello Hello Ooh yeah~ Baby Baby Baby girl
Hello Hello I don’t know how you’re feeling now
Who knows we might actually…

Hello Hello Uh~~yeah
Hello Hello Please give me a chance
Hello Hello I don’t know how you’re feeling now
Who knows we might actually….
(Rap Hello Those times together circle around me and can be compared to no other blissful feelings No More I can’t express feelings anymore so if you take my hand Never let you go If this is love I’ll never let it go
Who knows us two)
This might be destiny
Hello Hello!

Ah yes. Awesome song this. Should Listen :) Anyway, home, second day of skipping school, due to pain* in the mouth. Yeah. Hahah. Thank God mininal pain. Really thank God. But now it's porridge for the next few weeks.. sniff* Haihhhhh D: Sadness. Oh well

-It's all worth it, it's all worth it. Feel like asking Mae to come over again. :D

Hehhhhh. XD

Sien la. ==
Bye!!

Cobus - Jay Sean - Down (Drum Cover)

2010-10-24T21:48:00.000-07:00

Sleepyyy ==

2010-10-24T00:41:00.000-07:00

@Mae Urika Tay You don't like my pic....Sniff sniff* NAHH. Who could't blame you? It's a free country! :P

JoYey-BaNaNa's To Do List.(please brace yourselves)
1.sleep
2.eat
3.braces
4.Youth!
5.D'na
6.Friends.
7.Family
8.....
and so on. Of Course SERVING GOD. Comes first and formost. It's so obvious I needn't put it on top of sleeping. =)
Life..has been.... normal? I can't say boring. Actually there is stuff to do.
But.. yeah. I'm lazy. Who could deny? It's AfTER PMR
-all the best to the SPM-ers. :) Will be praying lots and lots. Time to return the favour.

Are you Google? Because you've got everything I'm searching for.

Man make plans, but only God's plans shall prevail.

ROFL. I googled 'nice pictures' and got this. 0.o

Fuhhh, I also wan. This is so cool!

So pweddyyY~~

Ok. Random pics. See ya.

Cobus - Breaking Benjamin - The Diary of Jane (Drum Cover)

2010-10-22T08:58:00.000-07:00

BLOGSKIN CHANGE!

2010-10-22T00:09:00.000-07:00

-To all you non-Shinee fans, do put up with the giant SHINee picture you see when you first enter my blog. :) It's not obsession okay? I dunno how to control the size >< And to those who I didn't link or link wrongly, do feel free to post your link on my cbox again. I'll link you all!(eventually)
PMR is over. Wo-ow. And school goes on. Page One Art Academy came today. Had fun. Saw teacher David again. After ages. BANANAGES.
Hmmm.. Alywin's wedding tomorrow. Playing piano. Next time take pay :P
Chehhh kidding. Hahhaah. Wish Sunday would come faster! Like so long like that. Haih.
Anywayy.. going to sleepp~~ soon.
Getting braces on Monday.
NO MY DRAMAAA!! ROMEO,OH ROMEO, WHERE ART THOU ROMEO??
Conventiers, the modern version of Romeo and Juliet. Done and wrote by 3B. WITH a lil' help from the Internet :D
Sadly, Lord Capulet has to go put braces on.
Guess who? Monday! I can't act! :( NOOOOO! Sadddddd.... Was looking forward to it. Oh well..

Haahahhahahaahah. Don't ask me why I bother putting pictures now. Too much time. XD Hahahha. Okok. SleepppyyY~~~ Detective School Q is nice. Old, but nice. OH.

CAROL LENT ME THE LAST 2 PERCY JACKSON BOOKS! Thank euuu CarollL!!~~ FINALLY can finish off. I'm late. But what to do? :(

BLOGSKIN UNDER CONSTRUCTION(?)

2010-10-19T05:50:00.001-07:00

After piano. Bye~!
OH.
CHRISTMAS CONCERT WAS GOOD. THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO MADE IT A SUCCESS!

POOM.

2010-10-16T07:29:00.000-07:00

DAY AFTER TMR.
All the best ppl.
Joyce got a new phone.I WAN ALSO! I go steal her iPhone. Since she dun wan use. Hahhah. CAn ah? :P

Nanananana!!~

2010-10-15T09:43:00.001-07:00

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. WE're done!! For the third time. THank God. Praypraypray!!~~
Ok bye. Sleep.Sleep.

BOOMZ

2010-10-15T04:30:00.000-07:00

Woooooooooooohhhh.
Tired.tired.tired.
Slept for 10+ hours straight yesterday.

Come home, bathe, sleep.Eat dinner, sleep. Till next morning.

Choir was.. ok I guess. But the day went bad. I DIDN'T GET TO BE IN THE CHOIR PIC MAN! D; See what I sacrificed for the Christmas Concert? Haha it's okayy =)
-I cried today. :( Everything was sour for awhile. I think I know why.
WE DIDN'T PRAY. AT ALL. only once.
After that everything was ok. Thank God. We need to pray and pray and prayyy.
We really need His help.
DRUMS COMING TOMORROW. AMENNNNN!! XD

The less became more.

2010-10-13T05:57:00.000-07:00

PMR OVER. WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
HOLIDAYYYYYY.
Guess what. Dream on. ==

OH YES. BE WARNED ALL.

You have been warned.
Not so much of a hol anymore. So many things to do, so little time. I take back what I said about not having anything to do.
Biography of John Sung. Gotta start reading.
HEY HIGHLIGHTED WORDS ARE COOL.
Anyway. Hahaahha. So yeah.
Christmas Concert, Charity Dinner, Life. WOW.

Mmmhmm. WHOA.
I need 48 hours ==
PLEASE PRAY FOR US PEEPOS. Need the strength from the Lord.
PLS.
OKAY> BYE>C'IAO>No. Seriously.

Nice day.

2010-10-12T07:17:00.001-07:00

Hung out with Charmaine quek sue wen today. Awesomeness XD Super fun. Did some videos. Can't wait to see them Hahaha,so fun. Thanks bestie. <3 yeah.

2010-10-11T18:52:00.000-07:00

When the going gets tough, the tough gets going.

That was what I said one week ago. Now that PMR's over, and it's the first day of merdeka, I only have one thing to say:
IMMA BORED.
LOLLL. Such an irony. When there's so much to do, there's so little time. And vice versa. Well okay. I'm not all correct either. there's tons of stuff to do. Like prepare for Christmas Concert that's IN A WEEK. well actually 5-6 days. Then there's Singapore to go to on Friday. Went to Yokey's house yesterday and watched Howl's moving castle. :D nice movie. So long didn't watch already. Yokey and Dhanu's house is NICE :)
I failed to sleep. FAILED. ACTUALLY FAILED. I wonder when that was ever possible. I guess my brain likes to be awake when I don't have to study. Now I gotta empty everything out of my brain.
Someone tell me how to download AUDITION and Maple again!
I need a game. Seriously.
Charmaine and Mae coming later. Here's the to-do list.

1.Sleep (fail)
2. Jamming session with J and C (yeahhhhh. Soon)
3. Christmas Concert. (doing)
4. Not study(Oh yeahhhh.)
5. Start serving in youth and church (:D)
6. hang out with my peeps (XD)
7.Sleepover(Charmaine hop u can soon.)

and lots more la. OH. And go places. I think this will be my final real holiday ever. I mean before f4. And then.... yeahhh.
Well, gonna go find something to do now. Bye!!

A bit unclear, but you get the picture =)

2010-10-11T09:34:00.001-07:00

SHINee - Hello.mp3

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WHOA.

2010-10-08T08:27:00.000-07:00

Just saw something very interesting.. perhaps I was right after all man. I didn't want to think so either, but I think both me and her were right. Now it's getting clearer now. Is it possible? Perhaps..I guess I feel kinda sad. :/ aww.. Lol. But for her.. ouchhhhhh. Pain man. Certainly a good couple. Certainly. But it's so long already lah, she can't compare with her. ....... Should I tell her what I saw? Or is it possible she already knows..
Should I tell her....?
-I don't know.
Focus man. One more day. =)
Then I think about it.

In it to WIN it.

2010-09-04T09:53:00.001-07:00

God's way. God's timing. I'm just the one who carries it out.
=)

Running the Race.

2010-09-03T09:20:00.000-07:00

It's long, it's hard, but most of all, it's the one and only time. The only chance to prove we are worthy.
PMR. It's that time of the year.
Yes, I'm getting older. Maturing(hopefully) into something worth remembering.
All my friends, hope and dreams are still there. Still in that box called my heart.
Mountains of responsibilities, obstacles and feuds coming my way. Yes, it's life.
BUT. Those 3 letters can make an impact in life. BUT.
It's not all bad. Challenges bring us closer to the Almighty One.
He made us, and He will guide us till the end of time.
Amen.
I used to think that I can control my life, falling back on the one thing that was really important : prayer.
I lacked that, at the time when life seemed to be going my way.
Suddenly, it all changed and I fell. It scarred me a lot.
Not anymore. I'm going to let go and let God choose my path.
This may sound a lil weird coming from me, since I've been rather emo lately. No, emo's not the word. Maybe... having a spiritual warfare with myself? It's that point of time when we start to say 'why' and 'how'.
The point we make decisions that influence our life.
What we do.. what we speak.. what we think. It's all..change.

Thanks to all those who were there for me when I'm feeling down, thank you for listening to me ranting about my life. Hopefully I'll be of use to you as well.
My friends, my family.. all of you. Thank you so much. For everything.
I can't list all of you, but there is one person who I've probably shared more with then anyone else.
Charmaine, thank you. I know I can't help much. But always know I'm there for you no matter what.
I'll stick by you alright? So be strong. I will be too.
We'll overcome life's troubles together. That's true friendship. Thank you for being my best friend.
My churchmates-Moeba,Shrekky,Saru,Rachel,(and more)
My classmates(and Jie)-Dhanu, Jamie, Yokey, Carol, Andrea
and MANYMANY more. Thanks for putting up with me. Throughout. Even for those I just got to know.
Thanks bananaly.
God Bless.

Time to let go.

2010-08-29T07:11:00.001-07:00

It's time I let go, time to jump off. Time to say goodbye to all the worries and troubles. 'Cause God will always be there. 24/7.
WHOOPS.
Time to say goodbye to the comp.

Badak Sumbu!

2010-08-20T06:43:00.000-07:00

Grrrr. I hate that feeling of being a green thing. y'know. That.. annoying emotion. I want it gone.
NOWWW.
Grrrrrhhhh.
I'm trying really hard. It disappeared for awhile. I thought it was gone for good. Guess not.
Having identity crisis isit ? T__T
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
Godhelpme. I get this every once and so often. ;( Sad.
PRAY!
Amenn.
Playing for church and yf. Awesome.
Komsas soon. Ughhhhh.

Burgers and taps rule the world. Seriously, they do.

2010-08-18T04:55:00.000-07:00

Hello. Burgers are awesome and so are Wiis.

Well yeahman. Hehehh. Just finished Wii-ing with peeps Joyce and J'me with Dhanu in the background downloading music. Yeahh. And finished our PJ project. SEE? We can accomplish things together XD
Like they say, group studying is the best solution.
*cough*
BUT ANYWAY.
Hahahahah. Awesomenezz.
And now I shall hit the books. Shucks.
92.29% people.
God's pure miracle .
REALLY.
;3

Change of scenery.

2010-08-13T09:48:00.000-07:00

HELLO!
Okay. Break from SHINee Skins for now. =) This skin rocks. Hahaha.

The heart has its reasons that reason knows nothing of.

Nice quote. Spent 1 hour watching Merlin. AWESOME man. The week's been.. fine. So far so good. Except BM. Horrors. Hahah anyway, pray for me people! =) I'm leaving everything to God. It's so much better this way.
Elizabeth has been staying in my house now. Nearly a month. ;0
It's been quick.
First day of no exam stress and I got bored. Correction, 2nd day of no stress. AFTER me and Chicken played Wii for 5 hours.
HAHAHAH RUBIES. Tragic Mae, tragic.
D; WE WERE SO CLOSE.
*cough. I was so FAR. Mae was... a ruby close.
Ah well.. that's life.
Finally going for youth on Sunday! WEE! Missed it. Playing for Daniel, the ahem.. pro. Hahahah.
Have until 1 to use the comp. Then I'm off. To sleep.
Geez..
Form 3 humanoids!
Guess what.
time is running out.
it's getting nearer.
WILL WE MAKE IT?

I'm sure we will =)
God bless you all.
I'm still a lil bored.
Oh well.. TO NEOPETS![fyi, I just started playing again even though it's been bananages]
OH YEAH.

HAPPY LEFTY DAY!!!
credits to cwermwainay XD

BOOMBEYBEH!

2010-08-10T05:54:00.000-07:00

Trials are over and... uh... 56 more days to dangdangdangdang... PMR!
*gasps here please* okay being extremely lame.
Trials was uh.. Okay Larh. Pray hard =)
Came home to find my pencil case missing and finding out Yokey took it back by mistake was a huge shock and relief.. I'll let you guess which was which.
Anyway, WII TOMORROW!
Mae I hope we do it this time. Bahahah.
See who wakes up first.
Feeling good.
-I told someone I'd blog. So here it is.
Deactivating Facebook works when you need to focus.
I think I'll do it again.
8 reqs on Twitter 0.0
JAMMING.
Need it BADLY.
Can't wait for Christmas Concert. We shall JAM the hall down! ;P
Heheehhe.
No school tomorrow.
Awesome. Can SLEEP ;)
C'iao!
Oh yesh.
-happy belated bday bear! Hmm.
Hahah.

So Long, Farewell.

2010-07-17T23:47:00.000-07:00

Au revoir!
Not gonna blog till PMR trials and PMR is over.
Don't tempt me.
I'm being serious.
Really.
I'll go now.
Bye blogger. I'll see you in 3 months.

New Skin Yo!

2010-07-16T08:36:00.000-07:00

Hahahaha. EHHH. Don't get me wrong ah. I still like Taemin. Just that I'm gonna use all the Shinee Skins I have now <3 Awesome things! Hahahaha. Infuenza Yokey! see! Hahahaha.
-this is for Dhanu's DISbenefit. Since she can't see me use it.
Buahahahhaha.
So evil.
Jiayous Jie for your spelling bee! Sure you can do it! ^^
-drumming off.

HAPPY BDAY DuCKY! :D

2010-07-09T09:47:00.000-07:00

Ok since I'm also tired and it's nearly 1AM I'll just say this:

HAPY BDAY DUCKY!
-for the fourth time today. Bahahahahah.
Love ya lots Jie. Hope we never part ^^
God Bless ya.

Lights,Camera, Action!!

2010-07-06T05:53:00.000-07:00

Drumming on Sunday.
AWESOMENESS.
A little scared though. Not done before. Pray for me people! And Charmaine too. Will be playing with the PROS. With a capital P. GAH! D;
Anyway, teachers' day coming up soon. Preparing.
LICHIN'S PARTY!! <3
Wanna go but dunno if should go lerh D.
priority!
Howwww D;
someone help mieee...

2010-06-28T03:50:00.000-07:00

I need to undergo a hiatus.
So today's the day every form 3 regrets: The day the countdown hits 2 digits.
WARGH.
ANyway. Happy bday Carol.
Hope you have an awesome one ;)
Can't wait for events coming up!

2010-06-25T00:45:00.001-07:00

someonepleasetellmehowtocontrolmyselfmypowergoingupandexamcomingstressisuptherehelpmesomebodayyyyY!!! D;

2010-06-24T09:51:00.001-07:00

Oh DEAR ME.

RINGKASAN BOOK GONE AGAIN!! Anyone knows where is it? D; I borrowed it to someone I think.. and now it's gone (for the 3rd time) and my Seni book too. I KNOW I BORROWED IT TO SOMEONE.
-dang. I forgot who.

2010-06-23T03:48:00.000-07:00

It's time.
I don't know to blame you or to thank you.
Now my life feels so.. empty?
Lemme put this straight...
Ko dua orang kan.. KOTAK HITAM.
Seriously.
I wish I could read minds.
Then I'd find out the truth within the bond.
What I'd give to know.
I think one thing, another pops out.
I think that thing, the other pops out.
Help me make up my mind.
To drop or to continue.
I thought I dropped the subject.
Was I wrong. ==

2010-06-15T19:03:00.001-07:00

zoowaswasawasawesomeawesome.
NowIgottafacethefactsthatholsareending.
SOMEONEHELP ME!

ALL YE GOOD PEOPLE.

2010-06-13T05:57:00.001-07:00

Can't wait! :D
Hope I don't oversleep.
Anyone offering wake up call?
It's gonna be a LONG LONG DAY! XD
-WEE!!

2010-06-12T05:15:00.000-07:00

SCARED TO DISAPPOINT

God.. please help me.. to do my best. Help me to say no, when I want to. But somehow.. I just can't. I'm scared. Scared to disappoint those around me. So what if I'm at that high a level? From my teacher's face I can see my standard has dropped. A lot. I need to practice. PRACTICE. It sounds kiddish, but my mum has been bugging me to practise my instruments (except guitar and drums) for nearly 10 years. Ten for piano. Sounds unbelievable. Thinking I'm still pro? Choi larh. I really need God's grace and mercy with me..
"Does your mum know you hardly practice?"
Yeah she does. And she's scolded me on more than one occasion before.
"Stop la! If you don't wanna practice stop la!"
"Don't want to."
"I'm ok with it."
"I'll do it."

Did I keep my promise?
....
Scared to say NO. Scared to disappoint.
Stress.
Never doing it but afraid of the consequences.
I've hardly any passion to PRACTICE.
Playing for FUN is another thing.
Now I understand.

-why not many decide to do music.

=(
God help me. Amen.

Studying hard. But not on my own ?
What.Where. Would I be without my mother?
I'll fail..
I'm no independent person.
I need to BUCK UP.
With a capital B.
But I want an A in everything.
So I say.
Now I gotta walk the talk.

2010-06-09T09:18:00.000-07:00

KAWAN BAIKKU.
The humans that make my life smile.
The humans that make my life bright.
The humans who.. well. Call me bananas. XD
My friends. These are some of the few.The few who are special to me.
Thanks for being there all this while. Although I only came to know some of you recently, somehow you made a deep dent in my life. In a good way. So yeah. This here's for ya. ;)

-ps. I may or may not have stolen some photos from your Facebook profiles so don't hate me. :D

CHARMAINE!!~~
Buddies since uh.. std 2? Don't ask me how I got to know you I kinda forgot. Shows how long it has been and always will be ;) Awesome musician man. Stuck by me through thick and thin. Hahahaa.

Dhanu and Andrea!!

Dhanu first. BFF man! Sits by me in class and always cracks me up with uh..stuff. Need I mention what stuff? XD Anyway. Known her since std 2 as well. Gang with Charmaine and me. I'm still hoping you'll say you need not move. ;) Thanks for being there man.
Andrea!! Known her since primary school std ___ (sorry I forgot). Great singer and guitarise. Good listener and uh.. is hot for movie stars? She and Dhanu can talk non-stop regarding that. And one more thing ;)
YouknowIknowyouknowwhatImeannnnyeahyeah?
XD

JAMIECHEONGSHI-EN! Ok I look weird in this pic but NEVERMINDD. You look as cute as always hahaha. Known her since.. end of year 2008. Friendster. Hahah. Now I've adopted her to be my daughter! XD Under the 'UMM' family! Hahah. Good friend, yes, good friend =) (And sometimes we ally to go against your dad yes? X) )

Her name is.. well yeah It's pretty obvious. CAROLYNTINGSZEYING!!! XD Sits next to me in class too. Kiasu football. Couldn't have asked for a better friend. Can be really high on occasions. XD Known her through friendster too. 2B! :D Likes to kacau me regarding.. == Anyway. Zzzz. I got something else so BEWARE.

Yokey.
Anime gal! XD Draws really well. Can always share a good laugh and stories. SHINEE!! Hahah the INFLUENZA who got me hooked on them in the first place == But gotta thank you also. They ROCK!
Knew her through Friendster also, then personally in 2B (see how awesome that class is ;D) Sits behind me in class. Hahahah.Pretty ;)

JIE!! <3 aka wonglichin aka ducky.
Godsibs for 2 years ^^ Hopefully won't break anytime soon. OR AT ALL. Never regretted for a second ;P
AWESOME JIE!

CHURCH BUDS.

Mandaii sis!! Not really close last time but now we're kinda inseparable Hhaha. Love ya sis! Also known as MOEBA or MANDA or ... hemhem.. SARU! Or noob! Cheyy kidding. Hahaha. XDD
Thank for being there sis. =D

Rachel ^^
Best friends since last year. Share lots of secrets and stories together and really encourage each other on.Never hesitates to offer a kind word. Thanks a lot for being there =) Though it's really hard to message you Rofl. Never mind. That's not important.

SWM Cheryl <3
Close since last year too. Hardly see you around though =( Hope to see you more often ok ? ^^ Hehe. Bananas! XDD Must catch upp.

KIM YUNG! ^^ Piano pro. Viola pro. Hahah in orchestra summore.Must come for youth la you. Never come also. Zzz must come.

Joel bro! :D Hahah aww expression so cute man. Awesome friend man(bro) haha. Realleh nice guy. Anyone interested? ;P Thanks for being there bro.

Ker Yun/ Kelvin. Haha. Also known as uh, handsome Ker Yun! Rofl. Hahaha. Got to know him recently. :D Also an awesome friend.

and last but not least.. NOOB! Lol kidding. Jo-hann. Got to this guy through uh.. bananas? ==' Si bei kiasu SIMS 3. Tsktsk. Addiction is bad for health tau. Haiyo. The human who is goodness knows how expensive in FFS. A bit annoying, but can be a good friend when you need one ;) Thanks pal =D

-and so yeah. There you go. Mah awesome pals that I hang out with. I really thank God for all of you.

Joy™☺

2010-06-04T08:40:00.001-07:00

two words.
AWESOME DAY.
Very much awesome. ;P
Langdon's getting married tomorrow! CONGRATS! :D
Hahahaha.
CS POP and PELANGI shopping today.
All turned out well.
Thank God. Geo was.. a lil tricky. But will trust God for everything ;)

2010-05-30T23:41:00.000-07:00

WHY ARE YOU ONLINE?!

Because I'm full from porridge and mushroom soup and I can't sleep because I'm afraid of indigestion. Lawl.
Anyway, BM and Sejarah papers over. Rushed my Bhg D quite a bit. Papers were do-able, but tough.
Anyho, I will trust in the Lord with all my heart and not on physical strength alone. Or mental.
Please pray for me everyone.

KOR PASSED ALL HIS PAPERS!
GRATS KOR!!
PRAISE GOD.
-God really answers us.
I've learnt that =)
4 more days to go till paradise.
I'm sure we will hold on and trust GOD.
All the best everyone.
I'm going to sleep now
XOXO.

-joyeybananatong

2010-05-28T04:22:00.001-07:00

EPIC FAIL TO NOT DOWNLOAD PHONE THEMES.

Sad.
Goodbye. Again.

2010-05-27T05:17:00.001-07:00

Let the torture begin.
4 papers down, 7 to go. Will I make it..?
D;
all the best humans
all the best 3bs. We got named the 'kelas kurang ajar' for our absence.
Cough.
THE OTHER HALF THAT WAS NONEXISTANT.
Well, we are pretty studious.
If I say so myself.
OTHERs.
O-t-h-e-r-s.
Not me. Lol.
Byebye.
Pls pray. ;)

2010-05-22T04:32:00.001-07:00

TORTURE IS ON THE WAY.
It's near. VERY VERY NEAR.
Haih.
Panda I miss ya larh. Faster fly back from Aussie! And I miss that furry panda cushion too! Or is it still here? Hmm.
Hahah can't wait to see you! <3 Pls pray for me yea. Exams =(
PMR SOON.
0.o
Hahahhaa. Playing for main church tomorrow. Bye!

-sejarah-

2010-05-21T10:27:00.000-07:00

MSSM '10.

IS OVER.
Well that was fun.
It rained before the first speech could start.
Well actually while they were announcing the olahragawati of the year.
WHY LA.
Zzz.
JOHOR 2nd in M'sia! WOOT!
20 gold, 13 silver, 12 bronze. Awesome.
And broke the most records!
Good job!
XDD

Anyway...
Can't wait for 4th of June to come.
It will.. just wish it has.
CAN'T GO ZOO TRIP.
As in really.
Sorry Moeba ;( sorry Rach.
Haih.
Nvm la.
One of these days. Girls' outing. ;)

Now, lemme tell you the games I've started playing.
And ditched.

2009 - Pet Society
   - Restaurant City
   - Country Story

2010
Actively : Pet Society
   : NightClub City
   : FishVille
   : Cafe World
   : Hotel City
Ditched : Restaurant City
   : Country Story
   : Treasure Island
   : Happy Pets

And a few I lazy play. Interesting no?
And it's PMR.
Well, shows the amount of stress right? ;D
Well yah!

2010-05-20T20:04:00.000-07:00

Bananas and Me @Live.com LOL.
Aiya.. lazy put colour.
Anyway.. ponteng-ed school today to study. At least done 1 chapter of Science! Heheheh.
Geo F1 DONE! Zzzz.. only one sial.
Bro I wanna play for you but.. yeah. SORRY MAN! D;
I hope can go youth..
need to pray man..
Hope mandai does well in her Eng paper.

....
what am I saying?
OF COURSE YOU WILL SIS!
0.0
Anyway. Hahahah MSSM closing today.
Going goinggoiggoigngoing..

Yeah. For As.

Zzzzz.

Okey. Wording got centralised.

Means it's time to....

GO.

BYEBYE.

2010-05-16T23:44:00.001-07:00

Let's blog on..

Life.

YES LIFE.

Many things have happened lately. So many disputes, so many ups and downs, so many choices made. And y'know what?

PASSPORT AKU EXPIRED!

Setupid. Hahahaha.

SAD TAU! Can't go St. Nicholas Girls' School Concert.

Now can't go SG ZOO with YOUTH PEEPS!

DUDE I WANNA GO!

.....7th June. -.-

Where got time to renew passport????

Sniff.. welll I guess it's a sign NOT to go.. but I wanna...

Sniff*

sniff*

Ok enough.

That's that?

PRAYYY! :D

Anyho.. condolences to bro for the passing away of his auntie. Don't worry bro. She's in heaven. So you'll see her soon.

When's MSSM again?

I seriously forgot ><

Tmr or day after ah?

Can I ponteng tomorrow?

-eh Dhanu, sorry neh. Really. We were just joking larh. Don't take it so hard nehh ><

ONEGAI!

Anyway, exam's next week.

... what am I doing here.

Class party was.. short-lived.

10 minutes.

0.o

Not enough food.

Oh well I HAD LUNCH AT HOME.

Anyway,

@CHARMAINE!

Eh thanks ah. Seriously. I mean, it was really bugging me. But now I'm SOOO over it.

Don't care la.

I learnt to debate ;) The wrong way. Zzz. We'll keep praying, no? Hope everything turns up fine and dandy.

It always does.

Thanks for being there for me.

Hope you'll share with me your problems too.

WE ROCK EACH OTHER'S SOCKS! XD

We always will.

Till we get grandchildren.

IF we get grandchildren.

Well.. you know I know you know what I mean. ><

Okok. I'll go do my stuff.

BYE!

wheesung! SHINEE WORLD<3 People must understand that people THINK you know. Haah. I'm being random. Here. Now. Byebye.

A best friend will stand by you even when the whole world is at your back.

2010-05-14T08:50:00.000-07:00

Who to trust? Who to look for?
I'm looking for the answers.
God.
never fails, does He?

How about friends?
Sometimes I wonder if they are saying what they mean, what they do?
Argh.
I wish I wasn't like this.
This has gotta stop.
STOP.
Haha.
Ishh.
No.
Stop.
D;
D;
Boomz.
POK.
Hahahahha,
Haih,,

2010-05-11T06:33:00.000-07:00

KAUKAUKAUKAU.
You.you. Yes la YOU.
No not you.
Haiyo YOU LA.
.....

Pada kali pertama saya akan tulis blog ini dalam bahasa Melayu.
Jangan tanya kenape. Saye dah bosan tulis dalam b. Inggeris larh.
Saya tengah keliru ini.
Mengapa kau tak boleh bagitau saya? Saya ni kan adik awak?
Apasal tak boleh bagitau saya leh?
Saya tau kau memang luka sebab ini. Jadi kenapa tidak bercerita kepada saya padahal saya boleh memujuk awak? Jika hadapi ini sendirian kau akan musnah tau tak?
Runtuh.
(yes the word is used for houses but I'm just saying)
Nanti kan, kalau nangis siapa pun tau.
Kecuali SAYA.
Apasal la?
Kenapa kau nak buat begini?
Nak 'face' situasi ini sendirian ke?
Bukankah lebih senang kau ceritakan dengan orang lain?
Kenapa selalu macam ini?

Saya bukannya marah, tetapi saya rasa sikit melampau la ko tak bagitau saya.
Ish.
Memang lah ada 'flame' sikit.
Saya sangat risau la.
Kenapa tak bagitau?
;(
Tak percaya ke?
-kalau dengar dari orang lain memang la ceritanya lain..
saya nak pergi pihak mana sekarang?
-tiada-

Saya berada di tengah-tengah jalannya tanpa jalan keluar.
Apa nak buat.
Haish.
Harap-harap la ko akan bagitau saya.
Masalah ini..

2010-05-10T05:42:00.000-07:00

OH SNAP.
Yes snap.
No snap*
YES SNAP.
SNAPSNAPSNAP!

Moeba, I bagitau ko ah. Please caution sikit. If you know what's good for you. You should know why ;)
Tehehe.
Nak letak pianist and back up pun susah.
Not like me, fixed.
ahahahha.
Sekali you didn't turn up.
I think someone likes you~ ;D
And you're welcome. Lol.
How I will know ah?
I dunno. You ask yourself larh.
Doesn't it make sense?
;D
Hahahha. Anyway, debating with him over you and denise.
For HIS benefit.
Zzzzz.
Well okay. You read this yourself la. ;D
Byebye!

2010-05-09T23:26:00.000-07:00

SUP.
DON'T TALK ABOUT EXAMS TO ME.
- LIke I don't know that it's near.
Like Puan Hui said, no matter how much you try to run, you can't. So I'm gonna face it head on.
Pray pray pray and God will hear ;)
Yokey get well yeah. Your hand. =D

Stuck in the suburbs. Haih. I didn't even know a single thing. She never told me

And now I hear it from other people. Then when I ask her she says it all.

What do I do? I really wanna say something, but I'm afraid that I'll make the wrong turn, an irreversible move.
What if I make the wrong mistake?
How?
Why?
When?
What?
Who?
Where?

-----what if .....??-------

I wish I saw for my own eyes what happened.
Makes me wonder.
You can't really control these things, right?

PRAYER. IT'S ALL YOU NEED =)

Hope this brings encouragement.
Back to life.
Tata.

Bada Boom BOOM!

2010-05-09T07:08:00.000-07:00

SUNDAY.
Came and now gone with a *flash!
Social today.
Hahahhaa,
Things were interesting. Though the *looks* that we exchanged(Manda and I) made it all the more funnier.
Planktony didn't go ;(
My dear friends, sad, no bikinis with flowers on both sides ;(
HAHAHHAH.
KY not goin church camp!
Gimme five!
I wanna play volley too!!! D;D;
Hmmm.
Worship went.. okay larh =) Though I think if the lights were not so dim I'd have been able to see -.-
TAKSUKAKAULA.
Hahahahahahah,
SOCIAL!
Hahahah.
From charades to 5W1h.
And guess who were the lucky stars?

-Kerby
-Raymond
-Jo-hann
-Ju Chin
-Jordan
-Mandai

HAHAHHAAHHHH,
Well you put your buts to good use ;D
Go ask them what they did.
Gonna bath.
BYEBYE.

2010-05-06T06:45:00.001-07:00

RIP UNCLE.
I thank God for you, even though I didn't know you very well.
Now I understand why I was so-called asked to visit u n aunt. I thank God that I did.
Don't worry aunt, he's in paradise now.
And we'll see him again. Very. Soon.
It's coming.
Are you ready?

HOOPLAH.

2010-05-05T08:16:00.000-07:00

HUMPLAH.

Yes friends. Don't get yellow ;/
Taking a break from KH stuffs.
There goes my day of study/
AGAIN.
VACATION HURRY UP!

MSSM. SOON,
No competition??
SAD DAO.

;(

Anyways... SHi Nie is a real pro. Post folio on FB cheyyyy.
Perasan. No la. Very helpful XD
Brother went back today.
Jiayous for exam kor! ;)

SOMEBODY HELP MIE~
TSKK. Such a sad case.

Oh well.
Life goes on.

2010-05-05T05:19:00.000-07:00

BLOGSKIN CHANGED.

HAHAHAAHAH.

Lol.

Ok fine.

I'm a SHINee fan ok. Quite addicted too.

Ok la now not so.

Just that I think the bouncicles need a rest.

JAMIE AND DHANUSHA I FOUND SOMETHING THAT YOU WILL LIKE, no LOVE.

JAMIECHEONGSHI-EN.

KEY BLOGSKIN

Hahahahahaha. Thank me. Change ok! Then will be like me XD

DHANUSHA.

Onew Blogskin!

And now you're gonna wish you had a blog XD Heheeh.

Well. Our gang is officially addicted. Haih. And I gotta get off the comp.

NOW.

Byebye ;D

-Yokey, KUDOS.

2010-05-02T23:07:00.000-07:00

MANAGEMENT CRISIS.

Fine. Not really larh.
Hahaha. Anyway, lots of stuff (and reasons..hmm) to go online. Here's some.

-Facebook
-Blogger
-Petville
-Pet Society
-Treasure Island
-Hotel City
-Fishville(just started)

Well yeah. Hahah mostly gila facebook games.
But hey. I'm a computer addict.
What do ya expect?
Surprised? I think not.
;)

2010-05-02T08:26:00.000-07:00

Lisa- My Heaven Bing Bang
Lisa- Down(Jay Sean)
SHinee- Replay (Lisa)
Fireflies Owl City - Micah
She Will be Loved (Maroon 5) -Lisa and Melody.
Last Christmas- Lisa

fell in love with these songs. Lisa is really talented. XD

2010-05-02T00:48:00.000-07:00

THIS DAY IS TO BE REMEMBERED.

YES IT IS.

=) Well, no one gets baptized twice so.. yeah. Hahah. Praise God.
The Holy Communion was taken for the first time (Me). The wine was bitter for me le.
Anyone else felt same?
Lols. But I think that's what made it all the more meaningful.
The bitter sweet blood of God ;)

WORSHIP SEMINAR!
Awesome. ;D
Though I wish Ker Yun and Kerby had played.
I don't care. You're not escaping anymore! XDD
You got no reason to not play.
Especially Kerby!
Hahahah.
During the seminar the humans taking the piano one would be entertained by the interesting sounds of the singers.
So cute.
Hahahah.

"BRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!"

And next time you hear that, you know where they are from and who they are.
Gotta watch out for some people too.
All in all it has been a great day.
Hahaha.
Hopfully it won't be the same from now on.

Haha.
"Was I too much?"
Lol. Don't know larh but it's ok.
I'm sure if it was, the person involved and God will forgive me and forget. Hahaha.
Thank God.
KH soon.
But first, SLEEP! Byebye!!

2010-05-01T08:52:00.000-07:00

TOMORROW TOMORROW AND TOMORROW.
Baptism man! Yeah. What's the protocall?
No idea. Lols.
Anyways.. sick and tired of Maths. Really wanna cry now.
Stressed out!!
><
Must be the hormones LAWL.
Waliao ehhhhh.... baka Jojo called me donkey.
You wait la. Tomorrow you gonna kena from me bulat-bulat.
Nah joking.
I'm most likely to lose anyway -.-
So unfair!
Bro, chill whey. I'm sure you'll be ok.
Just take tomorrow as a new day and trust God.
Will be praying bro.
Like I said, must be the hormones! XDD
Not helping yeah. Hahahaha.
Welcome anyway!
Argh. Back to statistics.
Oh yeahah.

HAPPY LABOUR DAY!
"labour"

2010-04-30T08:51:00.000-07:00

MONKEYS AND BANANAS
Thanks man people.
THanks a lot.
Now I kena panggil MONKEY la. Ishh. I should really kick the person who started it. Like THE NOOB.
Waliao ey.
Hahahhaah.
Facebook status hit 50 plus comments within one day. Revenge list! Hahah. No THANKS to Jasmine, Mandai and Jordan. See la Johann. All your fault. Lol.
Good thing I didn't dream of monkeys yesterday.
Or rather. I didn't dream at all. Finished Geography folio yesterday. God really pulled me through.
And now my mum says I'm becoming like my sis. panda who doesn't sleep at night.
Hahahh. Cool. I can last. Thank God.
KH. Syelek only one n a half. Teacher screaming in our ears.
Haih. My fault also la. Got hole one my kayu.
But I'll commit it to God. I should have during the first week. Then maybe this wouldn't happen.
But everything happens for a reason so I'll just commit it to God.
Everything else too =) Hahaa quoting from today's Bina Insan.
BAPTISM on SUNDAY.
Awesome.

"I wonder if I can say yes or no. I don't know. Lawls. So lame."
" Haihs."

Oh well. Nostalgia reappearing again. Hahah.
Sad.

Studying starts tomorrow. SERIOUS studying.
Ta-ta.

2010-04-29T10:41:00.000-07:00

BLOGGIN AT 1.39 AM YO!

No seriously. Rushing Geography folio (which I'm almost done!) and it's SUPER LATE.
Lots of things happened.. but not in class. Something which I heard and was not surprised. Hmm.
Haahhaha. Not in school. Manda knows ;)
Sharing. Awesome.
Haven't done KH.
Hmm can I beat Yokey's record of 3 hours? Maybe not.
Kerja Kayu tmr.
DEAD TIRED. Oh-uh
IT'S FRIDAY.
FINALLY.
OR should I say..
Friday already?? D;

2010-04-28T02:10:00.000-07:00

Regarding previous posts.

Thanks for caring guys.

To all my friends who felt for the previous posts, if there are any, I'm sorry le. I told you I didn't mean it. Being as sensitive or insensitive I really can't bear for people to feel angry over something like this.
I wasn't angry at you all personally. WAS. Really. I was just annoyed by my inability to control the class.
No seriously. I've really felt like resigning before.
So please don't take this to heart.
Sometimes people complain about certain jobs they have in the class. About doing extra work and things.
And who do they go to with their complaints?
Guess.
A test of patience and trust

Tell me why people don't like this job. I can give you at least 5 reasons.
Why I still go along with it?
Because of the belief set that I can. The reason why you all chose me.
Ranting? Yes. Meaning? No, maybe not.

I can mention a ew names of who is, was, or could have been angry at me.
Shall I?

I'm posting an open apology now.
Sorry to all my classmates, Sorry to Carol, Jamie, Joyce, Avy, Yokey, Dhanu and whoever who reads this.
Thanks for putting up with all my ranting and pushiness and sorries and so on and blah.
I know I've changed a lot.
Probably for worse. So much worse that I'm actually posting this on my blog.
Sorry for everything, from art to studies to KH to class terkotor to ANYTHING.

Can anyone tell me how to draw a firm line before bending it for myself?

Carol, Jamie, Yokey, Dhanu, Avy Joyce, if anyone of you read this, sorry for that day when the book was going around. If you'd noticed the noise was unbearable. I'm sure you noticed it.
Me being me I am hot-tempered and I can't stand getting annoyed.
And paranoid too. Very paranoid.
I'm kind of a doofus, trying to please everyone when I know I can't =(
Haih. Lately I've been very irritable too.
I'm reaching the last straw here.

Now you see why I said don't let me be elected monitor?
Why should you not? It's pretty obvious.

From school to BM to KH to art comps to anything at all, maybe the AJKS will understand.
You rant too right?
What about me?
We're all in the same boat.
So what is my job compared to yours?
Hahahha. Sorry larh. Really sorry. If there's anything you're not pleased about, feel free to come and tell me.
But please don't expect me to be able to solve every problem you bring to me.
And don't blame me if I'm unable to.
No one's perfect.
And neither am I.
I give roses to the AJKS for our class. And Wee Shan and Odelia.

Please don't elect me as monitor anymore. Now you know why =)

And to one more individual.
I'M SORRY OKAY.
I am willing to apologize if you're willing to listen to my explanation. But if I tell you.. wouldn't that mean I can't be trusted? Would you share with me if I told you other people's secrets? Would you trust me to keep yours?
Honesty is very important.
I can't do anything if you don't want to talk to me. I really can't. I can apologize all I want but it's up to you to listen.
If I blurt it out, would you trust me with other things next time?
I hope you'll understand that it'll blow away soon =)
God bless ya all.

-Joy.

2010-04-27T08:30:00.000-07:00

To my BFF CHARMAINE ;)

CHARMAINE! Lol.

Thanks for the encouragement man. Really appreciate it. Actually, I don't think I have words to express how thankful I am to have a friend like you. Seriously. How long has it been?
5 years?
7 years?
8 years.

8 long years. Hahha. Those fights and feuds made our bong so strong. Thank God for bringing us together. ;)
We are very similar in many ways. Youth, Church. School, Homework. Friends. GUYS.
Hhahahahahh. Get what I mean?

We have loads in common and can read each others' minds. Well sometimes. And well... if there's anything we have to keep (y'know what I mean), we share. And keep. Hahaa.

But most of all.
We encourage each other in the Lord's presence.

Sometimes it seems like our world is falling apart. But always have each other to hang on to, a shoulder to cry on, a hand to squeeze, you name it.
Who cares about the difference in height?
I DON'T.

XD

Thanks for being my buddeh, human. Through thick and thin. And since we've been bfs for so long, it really has been thick and thin.

And one more thing.

Looks familiar? ;D

Kudos to 8 years. and to this awesome friend I have.

God bless ya man. BFFS!

2010-04-27T03:57:00.000-07:00

Rant and Rave.

Was reading Julia's blog when I got this inspiration to blog again.
I really do rant a lot nowadays. I roll my eyes a lot too. I just realized I'm getting very irritable.
Oh. I actually agreed with Puan Saliah today. LOL much. No, I'm downright serious.
Today Puan Hui was telling us about how much work she had. And honestly, I really pity her. Our beloved Ketua Pentadbiran, Puan Hui Sook Hun. Hope you finish that paperwork, teacher. Will be praying =)
Maybe if you went for the TCF you wouldn't have said not to take up teaching. As in at the spur of the moment la. It's ok. Everyone rants.
As for Puan Saliah..I agreed with her because the class WAS noisy. WAS unstandably noisy. And of course she shouted larh. Duh. I feel like that sometimes too. Something goes wrong, I get blamed for it. Kelas terkotor, I get blamed for it. Kelas terbersih? Do I get the credit? Think.
At least we achieved something, eh humans?
Anyone wants my job? I'd be happy to put it down anytime. Would make my life a gazillion times easier.
You know why? No doing attendance, blah blah blah and so on.
I'm ranting again. -.-
It's hard. And I really thank my parents for putting up with me.
Especially my mum.
Sorry for being irritable these few days.
Especially today.
I got pissed at the class (especially my friends) for being so noisy. Don't take this hard, gang, I was in a bad mood. And the sound of 'popcorn' and 'oil' and 'bed' was just..not right. If you get what I mean. But hey, that's 3B.
and what I have to suffer for being elected monitor.
One day I will resign. Maybe I should.
Let someone else feel the pain. The annoyingness of it all.
Sad.
Pained.
Haih.
Zzz.
Wee Shan, shall we resign together?
Then we won't need to focus on these unnecessary things.
D;
Like art competitions or class funds or class cleanliness.
ESPECIALLY CLASS CLEANLINESS.
One day I will blow up and say 'OKAY THAT'S IT. I DON'T CARE ANYMORE. I WON'T STAY BACK TO CHECK ON THE CLASS OF COME UP WITH THE PREFECT TO CLEAN IT ALONE."
Yes. ALONE. When everyone was busy taking pictures and so on, I was in the class cleaning it.
No thanks to 1Bs as well, who do most of the work. Like I said, no offence. I'm just.. IRRITATED.
Fine. Was.
I'll get back to my homework. KH tomorrow.
God please help me.
Amen ;) Help me to forgive too. And others. Amen.

2010-04-27T03:21:00.000-07:00

TAEMIN! <3

CUTE SIA.

Hahahahhaha. Yokey the Influenza made me kena jangkit. XD SHINee is awesome.
Colours are nice. Just found out how to use again. Lol.
Anyway, back to SHINee.
Sorry cuz. Taemin is mine~~ You can have Minho. Hahaha. ><
Becoming like one of those kipas-susah-mati fans.

Gotta start studying.
Study.
Study.
STUDY.
STUDY.
STUDY.

When's our exam?

26th May 2010.

Sad la Jojo. Yours 17th buahahah.
Li Chin ah. So unfair can. 21st June. Hahah.
Back to folios. Tata!

www.joyeybanana-jumpforjoyjumpforgod.blogspot.com

RINGDINGDONG!

2010-04-25T04:26:00.001-07:00

Over and Done with.

BCLS is over ;( Sad case. Was really enjoying it. Had an awesome time of fellowship (and fun) with those humans I call my friends. HHAHAH. Joel was really red today. Like, when you say something about him right, he'll be like *FWOOM* red. Hahahha. Super. Vivian too. The new girl la. Not Vivian Lee LOL. Church was fun. I'm always looking forward to it. Rushing folios and stuff. But WIFI makes it awesome =) Hope I finish on time and STUDY. I need to concentrate. Haih.

2010-04-23T09:36:00.001-07:00

Going up going down.

FOLIOGONNABECOMPLETED.
I'm not going to sleep till I do so.

2010-04-22T04:21:00.000-07:00

WIRELESS IS AWESOME.

:D:D:D Green book of yellowness is in my pocession. Actually hor.. My daughter started it.
Cough cough* Presenting. the new and improved (really?) family tree.

Dhanusha = grandfather
Yours Truly = Grandmother (L.O.L)
Carolyn = Granddaughter (one and only, sigh.)
Jamie = Daughter (Avy's sis, my daughter LOL)
Avy = Father (Joyce's hubby, my son)
Joyce = Mother ( Avy's wife, my daughter in law)

L.O.L

Hahahaahhah. Green book of awesome yet yellowness. I shall.. uh. Edit. If got time lah. Maybe my dialogue skills aren't so bad after all. Got use what.
Cool wireless. Finally. And now fb-ing and blogging is so much easier. Games too :D
Lovin' it.

Blogging quite often now. SEJ FOLIO IS GONNA BE COMPLETED TODAY. I DON'T CARE.
I haven't started on Geo. HELP 'O' D;

2010-04-21T01:02:00.001-07:00

Heffing it up.
Kh was bad... all the nails came out.. papan lapis cracked D; but luckily the back la. Haih... have to do all over again.. I think I didn't trust God enough. Lord I commit my kh into Your Hands.. that I will be able to paku straight and ukur straight and etc. AMEN =)
BCLS not touched. And today's Wednesday. Wooh. Gonna burn again.
Sad. But I shall finish. XD
Not like SOME HUMANS. hor?
-Done-

2010-04-20T08:49:00.000-07:00

Is Emo a Contagious feeling?

It really seems like it. First me, now Andrea, then my bestie. Noob also. Then Moeba. Then Shrekky. AHHHHHHHH.

@Andrea : Hey I know exactly how you feel le.. I got it last year. Don't worry alrighty? It'll be ok =)

@Jojo : Chill human. You'll be ok. Will be praying. Thanks for praying for me.
@Moeba: Peer probs over I suppose? Hahaha. Anyway, I hope you'll continue to share your probs with me. I'm only a text away ;)
@Plankton : You ok? You also seem emo le.. breathe in breathe out. Will pray for you ok =)

And of course..

@CHarmaine!
Hahahha. Actually this post was supposed to be for you but I think you'd feel weird with just you in it so yeah. Here it is. Don't be stressed out about what's happening now alright.. it's not that your prayers aren't working.. you just gotta be patient. It may take longer than usual.. but don't give up hope on yourself. I doubt you're that fickle minded. It's just this situation. And I don't blame you either ;) CHILL BESTIE! If there's anything.. tell me okays.

Ying Huei's gone.
Not dead gone. I mean moved gone. And I didn't get to say goodbye.
I actually cried for her. No kidding.
Seriously. I cried for a girl who didn't want to talk to me since July last year.
I don't know if she's willing now. But she's gone. Moved. Kapoof.
And I didn't even see her. I felt so bad.
Maybe God was preparing me for this.. I somehow felt this was gonna happen... was thinking about it.. but I didn't think it'd happen.
Hope you find good friends, Ying Huei. You were once my good friend and still am my friend. What you think of me.. is your choice =) Friends forever.. I hope.
God Bless ;)

2010-04-18T03:45:00.000-07:00

=)
My posts have been rather emo, eh? Haha. Well not today. Really happy today.
Worship went well.. no butterflies despite the lack of practice. Is it 'cause it was in BM?Lol.
Unique eh? Thanks Yen Huay, Julia, Charmaine and Ju Chin.
Oh and yeah. Thanks noob! ;D
Though you didn't do the powerpoint Hhaha. Thanks for backing me up.
I'll tell you and Amanda what malia means.. eventually ;p
No I don't think it's a bad word. If it is, I'll take it back every time I have said it. :S
I just realized we only have 7 days in a week. As in REALLY seven days a week. It's going fast. It's gonna be May soon! 'O'
Oh boy.
Trials. Sad. PMR. SADDER. And then..
WOOHOOO!
I hope it comes and goes as fast as UPSR did.
speaking of which. I miss std 6.
D; Especially the last day of UPSR. Heavan. Hahhah.

Hang in there buddeh.
I know you can. I know you too well to say you can't.
HANGINTHERE.

2010-04-17T06:22:00.000-07:00

Peace out.

It's getting complicated. Thanks for being so concerned, buddehs. =) I'll fill you in on the deets when I have the time. ;) maybe we should have a confession circle, eh Dhanu?

Ah.. it's so complicated. The minute you get a story, another one comes and twists you around. Haih. Insults. Compliments. Sarcasm. Who, what and when should I believe? It's difficult, eh friends? I hope we can go through these difficult times together as FRIENDS. Not vise versa. And knowing y'all, we will ;)
GODBLESS!
Wling tmr. Gosh.

2010-04-14T08:21:00.000-07:00

Nostalgic Way.

Doing folios. Haih. So many people have changed since I first knew them.. then again.. a lot of things have changed since last year. I think I only knew true happiness during the second half of last year. Ironic as it sounds, eh? Not saying I never enjoyed myself during UPSR periods or Form Ones or orientation(who likes this?). It was pretty fun, those times. But I only appreciated the people I love more in September. Why? Well uh, there were incidents that I will keep close to my heart forever. Let's just say.. I can now call myself a real Christian. Falling back on prayers lately. Must buck up. Dad wants me to quit the commitee. I'll be praying about that. If God wants me to quit, there must be a reason.

I feel out of place sometimes. What are they doing behind my back? I'm oh so curious to know. I'm trying not to find out but sometimes I just wonder. Curiousity kills the cat. Something happened a few days ago. A very shocking incident that took all involved in shock. Within earshot anyway.
It forced me to take a step I still wonder if I should have taken till today.
Did I do the right thing? Should I have done it? I don't know. Haih..But what's done is done.
Though I think I broke a promise. Two to the exact. I'm going to ask God for forgiveness =)
And hopefully.. I may just confess to that person about breaking the promise too.

OHGOSH. Today was freaky. Me and Dhanu were talking about ........ when suddenly there was an 'Uh-huh'. I was like, ? then I SAW ALIA.
Darn. Darn Shoot Shoot Dei Dei.
And we didn't even notice her till about halfway..
Dhanu we're so dead.
WHAT ARE WE GONNA DOOO! ??
AHHHH!
Should we..?? Nah we can't. Lol.
Ish.
iSh.
Malia kau alia. Hahahah. XD

2010-04-12T08:47:00.001-07:00

From the Bottom of My Heart..
I say thank you to all my friends for the encouragements they gave me. I really don't know what I'd do without them =) THanks for being there even if it's only Fb. Hhahaa.
THanks so much for making my day though I feel like crying now ;X

2010-04-09T09:20:00.001-07:00

TRy TRY TRY TRY.

I'm trying and trying and trying.. hmm... it's not working. GOD PLS HELP ME! D;

2010-04-07T03:46:00.000-07:00

Easter Outing.. How to train your dragon.. PAPA ROTI!
Hahahhaha. This rather late, but I really should blog about it. Easter outing was awesome, movie was awesome.. and the pictures on facebook say it all so I really don't have to blog about it. But I think the fun part was what happened AFTER the movie. In SR that is. Hahahahha. Two people rubbing the corners of each other.. makes me wonder if they ever had a decent convy together before LOL! Then there's Rach's hillarious picture.. which some EVIL people took and won't delete. Don't worry I'll help you revenge. Statue of Liberty eh Jojo? ;D
More like model of the day HAHAHAHAHA. Air-con. Good one Moeba.
Amanda and her fat cat bag hmm... smuggled in food. Surprised they didn't ask to open and check. Sure gone case. Well, we all did it... kinda. I didn't eat mine -.-
Rushing for lunch wasn't really fun.. and we were a lil late for the movie.. but so what? It's a YOUTH outing. And it was awesome.
We really are becoming close like one family. ;) Amen.
Sundays are always fun. Looking forward to this week. Hahah.
Folios. AHHH.
KH lakaran was ok. Thank God. But Dhanu has to do again.. kesian.. =( Jiayou bah hahaha. Sure can one.
Hey Choir peepos... should I go for MSSM??
I scared not enough time to study for exam.. dahlah can't finish folio. Can't study also.
What am I doing typing this?-.- Should be burying my head in books right now.
Maths. Science. Bm. Kh. KOMSAS -.0
Can I close both eyes now?
But I really think God is pulling me through. Come to think of it, I had really bad friendship problems last time. Why? We were KIDS back then. Now? We're bagaikan 'isi dengan kuku'! I guess fights do strengthen bonds. Friends forever people. You know who you are ;)
One more thing..

WONGLICHIN!

No thanks to her for pranking me, but it was AFD so you're forgiven and also because... you bought me a DOMO pencilcase! Thanks yea! I really wanted it last year. Hehehe. Luckily I didn't buy it for myself this year. Decided not to. Then you went and bought. Thanks yea.. for the touching note too >< You really are the greatest godsis ever. To ME ;) Thank God for you to.
But seriously. I WILL NOT GO TO JAIL. NEVER. Hahahahah. And neither should you. But if you do.. then I'll visit you everyday too! ;D
Thanks yea. Godsisters forever! <3

Supposed to be doing Geo. Tata.
Pizza for lunch today was nice. Hahaha.

2010-04-03T07:57:00.000-07:00

ANDREABOO

I read something today. And it was SO TOUCHING. I decided to write this for you too. Lol.
Well anyway. I think I've written one already but this is in addition to my abscence during the party =(

HEYHUMAN! You're finally 15! Therefore I'm not the oldest alone anymore. Thanks for being there for me. You are AWESOME! Funny, cute, pretty.. and the list goes on and on and on... Well. I've lots to say about you.. more than one can blog about. But I do want you to know one thing:
Jeremiah 33:3
He's always there when you need Him.
If there's ANYTHING at all I can help you with, please come to me. THanks for being there, thanks for being YOU. ;)
(C)Friends forever.
-JoyeyBanana, your sister in Christ.